I am writing this blog from my soul. Today I felt not so good and asked what is this all about? Why are we here etc etc etc.
Then I checked this site and came across some beautiful inspirational words on other blogs.
As I read them I realised that we are all on the same road, fighting the same demons and dragons and we are all having the same mad crazy thoughts. You know I actually believed that I was the only crazy person in this mad world – how selfish and arrogant is that?
Plus how STUPID is that? Me – the only person who feels sorry for herself!!!!
At this point I could have kicked my own ass if it was physically possible and then I caught myself at it again – feeling sorry for myself and bullying myself.
Yes I am a bully and I bully me.
I sneer at myself when I think I look ok. I laugh at my ideas of having a better laugh. The list can go on and on.
I have a full blown nasty piece of work living in my head and I allow her to bully and brow beat me and I accept it.
So this is where I stand up for myself, take a deep breath and look at her in the eye.
This is where I take back my personal power and kick her ass !!!!
At this point I have asked my angels to help me – remember we can’t do this on our own – and she is some girl !!!
Awareness and being in the moment and a lot of compassion will soon shut her up but in the meantime I have to remember who I am.
I am a spiritual being full of love, compassion and love.
HERE IS MY STRATEGY
Be in the moment
Check what is going on with me – who is talking?
Smile
Keep repeating the mantra ‘I am a beloved Child of God who is blessed and loved. I am safe’
Be nice to me – I need it always
Ask for divine help
Big love